A child in a grown man's body selfish, self-absorbed, fearful, hypervigilant arrested development rendering him immature stuck in another time, another era that of a child, rejected, abandoned by his own parents...alone, in a house of death as he calls it... built by his grandpa's own hands... a place I called home... till I fled as a teen...pregnant fearful, self absorbed, filled with the same stuff... that of arrested development... stunted maturity... addicted, afflicted by the same haunting sins...of our fathers handed down... alcoholism, shame, rage, pain... addicted to food, to anything to numb, to hide, to die... a slow death Yes, you are your father's daughter... I hear Father say... but...I want you to be My daughter... filled with My characteristics Let Me give you a new heart with a right Spirit Let Me empty you of all the dross and fill you with My love... Exodus 34:6 Berean Study Bible Then the LORD passed in front of Moses and called out: “The LORD, the LORD God, is compassionate and gracious, slow to anger, abounding in loving devotion and faithfulness, Source: https://bible.knowing-jesus.com/topics/Sins-Of-The-Fathers JPS Tanakh 1917 The LORD is full of compassion and gracious, Slow to anger, and plenteous in mercy. Nehemiah 9:17 They refused to listen and failed to remember the wonders You performed among them. They stiffened their necks and appointed a leader to return them to their bondage in Egypt. But You are a forgiving God, gracious and compassionate, slow to anger and rich in loving devotion, and You did not forsake them.